'I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
Saturday, October 28, 2006, 1:06:00 AM
Sometimes its hard.Coz u won't even know your love ones would lie to you
when you've trusted them too much.
believe me
i have my say
dun ask me why.
I noe all the while that this will hurt him.
but i have nothing else to do.
i want him to noe what i feel.
that s the only brave thing i'm able to do.
i'm sorry.
but i want u to noe it.
maybe i'm too harsh.
but tis is fact.
i'm just saying what i feel.
i don't mean to hurt anyone.be it me or you.
i dun want this to worsen.
i know something's hapenning behind my back.
all i have to do is keep it down.
and let it out once and for all.
its hard but i have to.
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
Sorry bout that emosi paragraph.
i need to let it out.
u may skip that part.
two days of unupdated blog.
hectic.hectic.
early morning.late nights.
no time for blogging.
i'm like a machine which goes non-stop.
i think i might consider killing myself.-_-
school has been OK.
work has been KO.
and hari raya is totally boring.
i dunno why.
is it just me or is this year's raya damn boring.
like H E L L O
i went out only on the ferst day and 3rd day.(mind you,the 3rd day was a half)
outing with friends hasn't been done yet.
how much more boring can it get.
i'm still waiting for my pay lah!
omg.
its ages!
i feel i've been working for how long and i havn't tasted my pay.
gosh.
one month is hell.
i need to shop, for alot!
i'm thinking of getting birks.
should i?
too exp.
urgh.diy.maybe u should go marry yourself to a datok lah.
den get whatever u want.
plus the "service".a wrinkled one i think.bahh!
enuff bout that.
now i'll post images for the 3rd half day raya.
salams.
feeling ah kau diy
lagi.
when the adek masok campor.
horror.
-_-
when mummy tried to smile and it turns out....
last ok last.
:)
don't cry to me if u love
u would be here with me