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Friday, November 17, 2006, 9:56:00 PM
"EMOTIONAL ENTRY ALERT"
 i've been wanting to keep this down. but i tried. i've been tryin to keep myself strong. but i'm too weak. i've tried making myelf heartless,but i couldn't. its all simply cause i give to much of my heart to him. i know i wouldn't die without him, but i've given part of my heart. there's nothing else i could do. i tried keeping myself strong. there's no use lying to myself. i just want to know. you don't have to keep yourself away from me.
you're immature. senseless. its tends to be my fault when its yours. i want to hate you as much as i can. but i tried.
alot have been happening but i can't get myself to hate you. tell me why!!!! everything that's wrong is allright to me when it comes to you. how much more stupid-er can i get.
god,guide me. lead me to a way that is right. its this love or is this hate. astaraghfirullah
i'll wait.buT trust me. BUT IF I EVER COMES FROM YOU. i'm gonna fuck u damn bad,god dammit. i have my patience. don't let it get to me. please,understand.i've given u part of my heart. and i need you to care for it.
B,i miss you.;(
I NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON.
i have my say. now i'll add a happy part to it. suria's telemovie just now was hilarious. ZAHARUL VS ZARINA transvestite. he's gorgeous.
You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you.
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