'I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
Sunday, July 15, 2007, 8:28:00 PM
Boys,sometimes they are just dumb humans,but thats the small little things that makes a girl love them.
Hello world, i think i am the most screwed up girl living in this place called world.
Everywhere i see people living their own life with full of excitement.
Their teenage life are somehow way better than mine eventhough its fucked up in any way.
In other words, i think i can be certified the most uninteresting girl in the Guinness books of world record.
How sad.
Maybe i have low self esteem.
Its sad to know that I am so weak that i only rely on one person to answer my love when there's alot out there just waiting for me to rely on them.
It difficult.I tried but i couldn't.
Maybe its just a mistake to be with him once,but hey,mistakes must be appreciated,cause only then lessons can be learnt, the hard way of course.
But i don't wanna regret this mistake,cause i don't wanna lie,
He did once made me happy.
Ain't it funny some feelings u just can't deny and u can't move on eventhough u try.
And through all this, i am still happy i got people i call friends to turn to when i feel this way everytime. :))
I love friends.
Okay, I am crapping way too much.But know this, i post what i feel.Because this someone still refuses to talk to me. Trust me u won't hear this kinda thing if nothing happens between us.
And if you ever try
To fit in my shoes
Theyll never be quite
As soft as they seem