'I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
Thursday, October 30, 2008, 12:15:00 AM
They don't like me cause they don't know me.
So stop looking at me as if i owe u something. I don't know,i just feel that i get weird stares as if i am related to their grandfather or mother or whoever and that i've done something wrong to them. Please la, would you like it if i stare you without any particular reason. Get a life!
I am pissed at myself, for being so weak, so vulnerable and naive. Why can't i just be strong and lead myself to something better awaiting me. Am i stupid or am i dumb? I really can't stand it man. I'm sick of being sooooooooooooooooo down everytime i think abt it. Not worth it la syg.
I know just the right place where i could go and forget about everything. Immerse myself in music and the smoke machine. Halloween baby, halloween.
And Nisa darling, we've shared so much. I love our late night conversation while walking home. The same route, same aura...same, stories. I'm blessed to have found a friend who could at least understand what i'm goin through right now. I guess i'm not the only one feeling crappy.We will do it one day beb, all those jerks will get what they deserve and i'm sure we would too. Insyallah. I am very sure someone will come up and mend the broken one. Someone better. Way better than the one who turn it into small pieces.
We can make it, yes we will. love ya beb!